I felt so horrible at work today, and now I’m so tired and out of it. Maybe I need to eat.

I’m going to an AA meeting tonight. I wanted to go to one at 6, but my mom didn’t want me to leave to “eat dinner with my boyfriend” until later. Sigh. So I’m going at 7.

It’s another “Day One”. This time I’m going to do it though. Why? Because my coworker asked me to help him promote a show he’s playing next month, there might be a full time position opening up at work, and my mother’s health is still gradually declining.

If I take a full time job (which I WILL if it’s offered to me), I’m going to get another caregiver to come in. I may have to anyways…

But yeah. Here we go.

“I don’t know how I got this way, I know it’s not alright
So I’m breaking the habit tonight”

~Linkin Park